Monday, 4 January 2016

Chasing Shadows...


Pre-script: Insha Allah Gang.. I watched Arrows all Holidays.. **covers face. That Felicity Smoak Lady ehhnn.. Bae material 200 Yards :)

**cleans keyboard and tears printed paper of personal et confidential mail that was sheepishly lying on my Desk! Duru you ehhnn.. Kai! Careless.com smh.. Turn uP Turn uP Great Young minds.. eez the freaking New Yeaarrr baby!! Heheh Happy New Year to you reading this.. I kinda dunno who you are yet though.. but my Church mind inside inside.. at the bottom bottom like Akukulu of Jollof Rice :) eezz kukuma telling me that ya twice as cool as frozen ice! Oshey baDDest! So Hi!! **blows kiss and gives out Knock-Uuu. How are you Gang?! How were the Holidays?! Pray do tell mbok :). Its my first day at work since 23rd.. *Whispers.. Wo! Me I cannot come and goan die on top another someboRRys coy! So I used style and just locked up since 23rd..Most of my Bosses had traveled though.. but some were still around.. Kinda surprised I dinnor get a “Duru we shall deduct from your daily Salary mail” with Accounts in Cc. I mean that eez a hallelujah something. Pheewww…

So.. New year New me ba?! Ifaye! Wo! Me I wihh not come here and deceive myself mbok!! No new me anything oh! I am still in my old ways.. Watching porn.. Trying to change the world.. sex chatting.. Trying to inspire young people to be better than mediocrity.. Trying to get laid.. Trying to make money etc.. I however have a good feeling about this year though.. However.. as my boarding house people say.. okay this is a lie sha… that.. “It is only he who holds the Ashawo key that is king of crime”.. meaning.. be positive about every freaking thing.. cause POSITIVITY solves it all! Oshey!! Aristotle someboRRy.. #ItcanonlybeGOD


So Gang.. 1 quick kweshion Biko.. Do you ever feel like you are chasing shadows Gang?! I mean do you ever feel like you are running after something so dearly that you are unconsciously  running away from the things that really matter?! Like you want to change the world so much.. You want to inspire younger people.. you want to make that first class in Electrical Electronics Engineering.. you want to be the most beautiful lady in class.. you want to be the most appreciated worker with the fattest Salary.. you want to get laid sooo much EVERY FREAKING NIGHT.. You want to be the MVP at College sports.. and then you chase all of these “WANT TO BE’S” soooo much that you seem to forget what truly matters as you run in a different direcSHion?! Does it happen to you?! Do you ever feel this way?!

Well last night yeah.. I had one of my many many moments.. Mcheewww.. DaRRis why I don’t like sleeping in the afternoon.. To sleep in the night wihhh nah be war.. Crying in French. Omolomo wihh nah come and goan be Doing bad bad things :(… you know those moments when I feel like I am drowning in lust.. confusions and scatterscatter.com.. Yep!! I had 1 last night, and while at it yeah.. I felt this way.. I felt like all my life.. this 24 years 54 days old lad had been chasing things that I really thought I wanted.. no I NEEDED.. and I have failed to realize that I am more or less running  further away from the life of normalcy.. and not living in Today.. **Rubs lower chin… and thinking about it now **Deep sigh.. it makes me all the more confused and lost… I guess this is reward for being my kind.


Duru.. What are you doing with your life?! **Smiles… this is a kweSHion I DEFO don’t have any answer to. Asin mi le freaking mo kon kon about this kweShion. On teh flip side though. sheybe they say Age brings clarity… Well Maybe.. just maybe… All this will make sense soon. :(


And the crowd goes.. Ghen Ghen! You go fear nah! Duru is on a next level of Confusion… New Year! New Confusions :).. Thank you for the past 7 minutes of your time gang…. You do us a great Honor with it. In this new year ehn.. My plea to you is simple Dear friend.. "Dance like no one is watching.. and maximize every step".

With Joy,

@youngandconfusedafrica  



#Udo #ItcanonlybeGOD

17 comments:

  1. Happy New Year Duru - and no, I do not feel like I am chasing shadows...

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    1. Yyyess Boss.. Calabar Geh of Life e haf Show.. Oshey baDdest! Oh you dont?! Really?! hhmmn.. funny how i feel like that all the time.. I guess on the long Run yeah.. i just need to stop living in the future and start living in the Today.. :) Happy New Year Calabar geh of Aye! :).. May 2016 be the year the You and I get to sit down and have Lunch oh! **Wears Fine Boy face.. Thank you for Always Bubba. Cheers.

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  2. Happy New year Duru...... This year is gonna be great

    #KingIce

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    1. Amen Jagaban! Bigger us i pray baba Steve.. May 2016 be the year both of us find geh friend oh! :) **Drops on Knees and Scabashes :)

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  3. You haven't changed. I'm happy for the consistency but would be happier without the porn ish...

    Happy New Year omo daada.

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    1. hehehehheheheheheh Lola of Laifffffeeee.. **Whispers.. I can like this Child for Africa ehnn! Choi!!! Always making me Blush low key :)! Well.. i guess its something with Age. the Porn Wahala I mean.. as the older a man gets.. the more he sees how irrelevant it is... and realizes that it is all make believe :(.

      Happy New Year Iyawo wa of Life.. Best wishes today and always Oyinlola.. You already know we love you long time nah Ore wa. Cheers. xx

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  4. Lol...you are one person like this ehn... The way you ended the year with prayer in your last post noting the fact that God gave you the strength and the wisdom to do all that in the midst of confusions. The same way even better we should all start the year with. For less confusion, when God leads we move in the right direction. All things are important (as far as there is a problem that needs world changers to solve them) but just few are for you. It is imperative we all understand what exactly God has created us to do, we are not for everything but for some things, until then we will be chasing the right things not shadows.

    Let's never forget that part of the Bible that says "He who lives in us is greater than he who lives in the world". The major question we should ask ourselves is who lives in me? So this is so clear that there are two different humans with distinct features even though we are all humans.

    livelifeng.com

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    1. 1. "when God leads we move in the right direction"- Duru: Gbam

      2. "but just few are for you. It is imperative we all understand what exactly God has created us to do, we are not for everything but for some things, until then we will be chasing the right things not shadows"- Duru: Skibo Robo Skibo.. Skibor robor Skibor.. Oshey BaDDest! heheh **please insert 2 hands in teh air smiley hia biko.. this statement is the True Definition of Wisdom. :)

      At both of the above.. Ghen Ghen Nike e haf vex oh! Daaammnn! I mean your comment is so amazingly true and deep to a fault, that it can serve as a Blog post in itself.. Thank you Nike.. I mean My oh my! Nike.. You be Bursting my Brain with your Wisdom since 19 Kokoro Something.. Ghen Ghen Nike be giving me laaiiifeeee.. hehehehehe

      Your Words are very True Nne.. as I for one think that on the Long Run yeah.. We just have to find our calling and chase it with all that we have. Thank you for your amazing comment Bubba.. and Happy New Year Baby mi.. may 2016 be kind to us all.. Cheers.. You know my love for you Nike is ffaarr deeper than my Confusions nah :)

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  5. Thanks for wasting 7 minutes of my time with interesting touts of yours






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  6. Hehehehhehe Kai I like this child ehnnn.. lmao.. you should know that aYam never serious minded nah... lmao.. na play play sure pass.. **wears cheeky smile.. How are you my Happiness?! Happy New Year Bae.. xx

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  7. Ah! Duru you are a clown! Lol

    Yes, positivity is the right attitude to have. I love your wall paper- Boosting the brain with mental exercise.

    I also have a good feeling about this year.

    I wish you happiness and blessings in 2016. :-)

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    1. hehehehehhehehehe lmao! Well.. I try not to be a clown oh Nedoux.. Sincerely Bubba.. I try! **covers face.. But apparently yeah.. it is somewhat innate :( lmao.. Thanks for coming by Bubba.. Your comments give me laifee! and yep! Insha Allah yeah! 2016 is definitely our positivity.. Mbok.. No time to slow down at allzzz oh! xx

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  8. That's a good one.
    Happy 2016. Here's to chasing dreams and making them come true this year.

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    1. Yes Boss.. Thats the Dream eh Luxxy of laife.. How are you Bubba.. @Dispaly PicShur Hmmn Hmmmn Hmmnnn :) Oh meehnn! Your beauRRy eez giving me laife.. Ya just a fine geh someboRRy faaa.. :) Thank you for coming by Bubba.. GOD Bless Bae.. xx

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  9. Dream chasing eh? Is it the dream you have while sleeping or the one you have when the physics lecturer is explain a concept you can't quite follow? All na dream oder? Happy new year Duru! Ich bin erkältet und meine Nase läuft! Wie ist dein Wochenende?

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    1. hehehehheheeh Awww Kpele Ore mi .. Dont worry eh! Es ist, weil ya fehlt mir Darris caussing die laufende Nase! ** Trägt Straight Face .. ich auf lange Sicht denke ja Bubba .. Dream na Traum .. traurig .. Einige als andere viel wichtiger sind.
      "Ein Traum ist nicht das, was Sie in der Nacht zu Bett gehen macht .. aber was macht es schwer für Sie, nachts zu schlafen" Segen! Auserehl und Sorry für die Cattarh :(
      Danke für das Kommen von Auserehl .. es ist immer eine Freude des Schicksals :)

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