Pre-script: Insha Allah Gang.. I watched Arrows all Holidays.. **covers face. That Felicity Smoak Lady ehhnn.. Bae material 200 Yards :)
**cleans keyboard and tears printed paper of personal et confidential mail that was sheepishly lying on my Desk! Duru you ehhnn.. Kai! Careless.com smh.. Turn uP Turn uP Great Young minds.. eez the freaking New Yeaarrr baby!! Heheh Happy New Year to you reading this.. I kinda dunno who you are yet though.. but my Church mind inside inside.. at the bottom bottom like Akukulu of Jollof Rice :) eezz kukuma telling me that ya twice as cool as frozen ice! Oshey baDDest! So Hi!! **blows kiss and gives out Knock-Uuu. How are you Gang?! How were the Holidays?! Pray do tell mbok :). Its my first day at work since 23rd.. *Whispers.. Wo! Me I cannot come and goan die on top another someboRRys coy! So I used style and just locked up since 23rd..Most of my Bosses had traveled though.. but some were still around.. Kinda surprised I dinnor get a “Duru we shall deduct from your daily Salary mail” with Accounts in Cc. I mean that eez a hallelujah something. Pheewww…
So.. New year New me ba?! Ifaye! Wo! Me I wihh not come here and deceive myself mbok!! No new me anything oh! I am still in my old ways.. Watching porn.. Trying to change the world.. sex chatting.. Trying to inspire young people to be better than mediocrity.. Trying to get laid.. Trying to make money etc.. I however have a good feeling about this year though.. However.. as my boarding house people say..
okay this is a lie sha… that.. “It is
only he who holds the Ashawo key that is king of crime”.. meaning.. be positive
about every freaking thing.. cause POSITIVITY solves it all! Oshey!! Aristotle
So Gang.. 1 quick kweshion Biko.. Do you ever feel like you are chasing shadows Gang?! I mean do you ever feel like you are running after something so dearly that you are unconsciously running away from the things that really matter?! Like you want to change the world so much.. You want to inspire younger people.. you want to make that first class in Electrical Electronics Engineering.. you want to be the most beautiful lady in class.. you want to be the most appreciated worker with the fattest Salary.. you want to get laid sooo much EVERY FREAKING NIGHT.. You want to be the MVP at College sports.. and then you chase all of these “WANT TO BE’S” soooo much that you seem to forget what truly matters as you run in a different direcSHion?! Does it happen to you?! Do you ever feel this way?!
Well last night yeah.. I had one of my many many moments..
Mcheewww.. DaRRis why I don’t like sleeping in the
afternoon.. To sleep in the night wihhh nah be war.. Crying in French. Omolomo wihh nah come and
goan be Doing bad bad things :(… you know those moments when I feel like I am
drowning in lust.. confusions and scatterscatter.com.. Yep!! I had 1 last
night, and while at it yeah.. I felt this way.. I felt like all my life.. this
24 years 54 days old lad had been chasing things that I really thought I wanted..
no I NEEDED.. and I have failed to realize that I am more or less running further away from the life of normalcy.. and not
living in Today.. **Rubs lower chin… and thinking about it now **Deep sigh.. it
makes me all the more confused and lost… I guess this is reward for being my kind.
Duru.. What are you doing with your life?! **Smiles… this is a kweSHion I DEFO don’t have any answer to. Asin mi le freaking mo kon kon about this kweShion. On teh flip side though. sheybe they say Age brings clarity… Well Maybe.. just maybe… All this will make sense soon. :(
And the crowd goes.. Ghen Ghen! You go fear nah! Duru is on a next level of Confusion… New Year! New Confusions :).. Thank you for the past 7 minutes of your time gang…. You do us a great Honor with it. In this new year ehn.. My plea to you is simple Dear friend.. "Dance like no one is watching.. and maximize every step".